Much gratitude to @jules for her reply to this week’s prompt, finding her voice and coming to a place of knowing God. Whether, as @ravyne discusses, a Christian, Wiccan, Buddhist, Atheist or ancient way of knowing, a higher power arises within us all while choosing to let go of limiting beliefs of handed down dogmatic truths.
Reading @jules story about finding God already existing, first being challenged by a psychic of not knowing this higher power, I recall a time when I was alone in Boston.
Fourteen years ago, I was let go from a company for which I made a lot of money. The organization’s leaders recognized me, but those direct reports within my department wanted me gone for reasons not fully understood.
In Boston, I found myself in a waking dream on a temporary assignment for transitional management.
Every day, on my way home from work, I would pass a dead-end road — feeling a calling from places not yet recognized.
One day, asking a coworker claiming to be into woo-woo understanding, “What is down that road?
“The only thing I can think of is the Tea Room. It is a psychic reading place. I’ve gone there, and it has always been exactly what was needed.”
I call the Tea Room and ask if there is an opening that day, “I could stop there on my way home.”
“How did you hear about us?”
“You called me every day on my way home, and today I am listening to that call.”
“Ok, I have just the person for you.”
Not knowing what to expect, I arrive and explain why I am there again. I am escorted into a back room, where a psychic reader awaits.
“Your cards, I’ve never seen this before in a spread. Your past, present and future are all in the now.”
Smiling, “I understand this and have always been on time.” -nothing to do with time, but being in the present moment without truly understanding what that meant. I began understanding what this meant to me.
“I am being told you need to establish your relationship with God. Meaning you do not yet know who God is.”
This last phrase made me angry, and I politely thanked her for her wisdom.
Fast forward four years, sitting in the space of my mind, a place I like to call the void. God appeared to me. Like looking into a mirror, I began conversing with myself, unraveling life mysteries and understanding the Great Mystery on a deeper level.
My final analysis, said lightly as I know it is merely a new beginning, was that I was not meant to know Great Mysteries’ complete truth but experience it with a joy-filled heart and acceptance of All there Is.
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